The Star I Wish Upon

I have read stories online that other submissive women have
written. A lot of those stories are about what they desire, what they have
experienced, and what they do with their Dominants/Masters on a daily basis. I
have also noticed that for many of those stories they were told to write them by their Dominants/Masters. As such I have
finally decided to write some of my own, perhaps they will not be altogether
bad.

“The Star I Wish
Upon”

There is a deep longing in my
heart and soul for You, whoever you may be. Sometimes the ache is too much to
bear and I feel as though You are something nonexistent and that I am being
foolish to wish for You. I read so many stories about how happy these women are
with their relationships, even the vanilla ones, and it makes me want to cry
because I want to be Yours so badly that my veins vibrate with the passion I
feel for such unspoken desires. Yet when I finally open my eyes to the reality
of it all, the logic over powers my own will to continue to look for you and to
find that happiness that everyone speaks of but I have yet to obtain.
Logic tells me that I am mentally
unstable. That my family, friends, and even society will frown upon me and tell
me that there is something wrong with me; that I am a freak and I need help. Then
again my soul tells me that’s not true. It is not wrong to want to love someone
in the way I can love them best. It is not wrong to be loved in the way I want
to be loved best. It is not wrong. But still I see the sneering phantom faces
swirling around me and I fear them so much that I hesitate. Staring out my
front door window into the world I long for with every molecule of my being
listening to the imaginary voices whispering horrible things into my ears.
Still I want You.
The time has come for me to be
free from the prison bars I have placed around myself. No more yearning or
staring brokenly at the people around me. I DESERVE to have what makes me happy
and I will not hide away from it any longer. You, even in thought are the star
I wish upon every night. The one man I have yet to meet but is forever in my
dreams. You are my hope of a better life and future full of happiness and
completion. You are my Love…You are that wish I look up to with awe and
admiration and although it may seem as though You are in the sky and so very
far away. I will keep looking for You but this time I will do so with
pride. Forever Yours my Beloved.